No other road, no other way

Basically I've moved

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 02:44:34 GMT

I've basically moved to a new lj for personal things. If you are my friend and want to keep up with me and my life then the lj you want is : lady-love-life.livejournal.com/

This one will still be used for fandom related things though.

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 03:13:24 GMT

Geez, normally I see one or two movies a year in the theatre. Always see Harry Potter and sometimes something else, last year was PotC. In the past week, ie since Monday, I've seen two movies in the theatre. What Happens in Vegas and Indy Jones 4.

What happens in Vegas was awesome. I definitely recommend. Indy Jones 4 was good until the end. The ending sucked. It's a lot more supernatural/paranormal than the other Indy Jones movies. I'm thinking there are going to more Indy Jones movies too, only starring Mudd "Indy Jr."

Don't mind the exploding brain chunks

Fri, 23 May 2008 02:07:55 GMT

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...yeah, that's been me for the past few weeks. Between everything, I don't know how my brain is still in one piece. I'm sure it'll blow one day soon.

I've been putting together a report for English, then a presentation, which I gave yesterday. We sqeezed in another unit in Math. Newspaper was all about rushing to get the final paper done on time.

Today was graduation practice. Ever since 11 a.m. Sunday morning, I've been having brief panic attacks because graduation is this coming Sunday. Got my grad. outfit. My mind is everywhere. Need to remember honors sash, band pin, and cum laude medal

Finals are next Wed. and Thurs.

This time next week I will be completely done with high school for the rest of my life.

Oh no, I need to fill out that form so I don't have to pay for IFS. Do I really want to take summer school at IU? I have no idea. It'd mean cutting a month out of my summer and I do want a summer for the first time in years. I haven't had a summer since the one between 7th and 8th grade. And somewhere in all this I need to finish DH.

AAAHHHH!!!!

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Sat, 17 May 2008 01:36:42 GMT

My mom has a MySpace. It disturbs me for some weird reason.

Two weeks from today and I'll have finished high school. It's really crazy. Next weekend is graduation.

Internet censorship poll

Thu, 01 May 2008 01:45:18 GMT

View Poll: Internet censorship

Friendship is all about compromise

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 02:07:40 GMT

Mr. Rhye and I came to a compromise about today. We did day of silence 12 to 12 (my end) and coming out to 6 people (his end).

Friends are nice.

Silence

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 01:33:29 GMT

Rhye and I had a very interesting, long discussion last night that really has me thinking.

Tomorrow is the Day of Silence. A day where people do not speak at all in support of gays, lesbians, transgenders, and bisexuals.

And he said a comment that has really been sticking with me.

"We're quiet every other day. Why should be be quiet on the one day when everyone's all about support?"

And then he gave me the challenge of coming out to at least three people.

Thanks dear best friend. I'll do it. But still. He's not the one living in Bible-toting farm country where most people feel different is living on/near a farm or not.

AMV

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 19:35:24 GMT

I'm actually really proud of this one. Definitely one of my favorites.

eh...what?

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 01:06:38 GMT

I was looking through Yahoo sports to catch up on the Sony Ericsson men's championship. Rafa lost. Unfortunately.

But there was a headline that caught my eye.

Davydenko tops Nadal

...wtf?

Twilight fangirls are murder to the ego

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 03:19:31 GMT

Someone remind me to never post to anything Twilight again. Not only are the fangirls spam but they rip you to shreds.

I just wanted to use this icon

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 02:09:12 GMT

I kinda feel like I'm an old lady what with all the stuff I have to take daily now.

2 Calcium vitamins (which are HUGE)
3 pills of pencillin
3 pills of amoxicillin
3 multi-vitamins
# painkillers

The calcium vitamins are because my body rejects cow milk now. I can drink soy milk but it's not that good (in my opinion). The pencillin and amoxicillin are to stave off the cold and to heal the cut in my mouth. The multi-vitamins are to help me get what I need because I haven't had an appetite lately. The painkillers are for the headaches, leg pains, and mouth pain.

Wed, 19 Mar 2008 22:25:12 GMT

Was tagged by: andersenmom

A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

1. I'm deathly afraid of deep water.

2. I've barely written fanfiction since I joined the Tenipuri community.

3. I rarely, if ever, watch anime.

4. I first visited my dream college (IU) when I was a freshman.

5. I have seen people running around half-naked and thought nothing of it.

6. I use a psuedonym.

7. I love to sing when I'm alone but I hate to do it in front of others.

I tag: aiwritingfic, yoshikochan, pinksnow1986, shloe, hoshixnana, ninjafoxkid, and pandarosi.

My school

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 03:06:52 GMT

I received a letter from IU - School of Informatics today. It's the school I want to be in and planned to join sophomore year since only a few freshmen are early admitted.

Well, guess who was early admitted.

YAY!!!!

uhn...

Wed, 12 Mar 2008 02:40:59 GMT

I think this week, next, and the week after are looking to kill me.

Yesterday: at school from 6:30 a.m. until 2:30 p.m. and ready to kill a teacher. Don't ask. I will rant as I have been for the past two days.

Today: at school from 7:00 a.m. until 5:30 p.m. I hate newspaper at times.

Tomorrow: at school from 6:45 a.m. until 2:30 p.m.

Friday: looks like NOTHING! Homework day

Saturday: Going to the play which will take about 5 hours because I'm always early and stay late because I'm friends with most the people involved. Oh, and I need to cash my two checks sometime this day too.

Sunday: NOTHING! Sleep!

Monday: St. Patricks Day! Should be lucky because they always are for me.

Tuesday: Gotta be at school by 6:30 a.m. No idea when I'll get out.

Wednesday: 1/2 day! Going to the Irish pub for lunch with friends.

Thursday: Leaving school early for a dentist appt.

Friday: No school, Good Friday.

I'm also supposed to go a concert somewhere in there too. But I have no idea when. Oh I can't wait for next week though. A long weekend, a week of school, then spring break.

49 days left of school

Emotionally spent

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 02:33:10 GMT

Geez, I don't even know where to begin. Guess the beginning would be a good place though. So, the school nurse sent me home about half-way through the day on Friday. And I was bored and couldn't sleep so I went online and went to mesmerisz to get the last part of the Love*Com movie. And I went looking at the rest of her live action stuff. There's a few that looked interesting. One of them was Sang Doo, Let's go to school. It's caught my eye a few times but I've never taken the time to download it because there's been other stuff I wanted. But on Friday, I said, 'hey, why not?' and got the first episode.

I didn't watch the first episode then, but rather, went to bed. Yeah, it was barely 4 p.m. but I was tired and crashed. Woke up at about midnight, went back to sleep until 4 a.m. Couldn't sleep any longer so I watched tv and a couple of movies. But by 10 a.m. I had basically nothing left. I had two options on my laptop: Sang Doo or Love*Com. I've already watched the Love*Com movie several times on Crunchyroll so I went with Sang Doo. And lost my weekend completely.

About 20 minutes into the drama, I knew I wanted more. So I paused the show and went online, downloading the 2nd episode, and then the 3rd, and the 4th, and so on until I got to the 16th and final one. While I was downloading, I'd called my cousin Kim over and started the first episode over. We watched all 16 hours of the drama.

And it is a drama.

From the picture and first few episodes, it seems really light hearted and fun. But somewhere in episodes 8/9, it turns into a giant tearjerker. And even when in the last episode it was happy, we were bawling. But I know I was crying the hardest when Sang Doo was making Bori promise him that she'd be a good girl.

Oh it was so sad!

stupid trains and more boys love

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 01:21:22 GMT

Seriously. I know there are three sets of tracks just out the front door. But what happened to the 1-2 trains per hour rule?

They keep screwing up the wifi signal and scrambling it.

Also, I must say that I love my friend Alina. We were talking today about movies and I mentioned what had happened with Boys Love. Turns out, she'd ordered it by mistake, thinking it was something else. And she's not a shonen-ai fan at all.

So she gave it to me.

I am so freaking happy about that right now.

...

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 06:29:38 GMT

Someone needs to steal the laptop from me. I've been on it since 10 am. And I need to wake up for school in 5 hours.

So, even though it'd kill me, steal my laptop? Someone? Anyone? I need sleep!

Oh, and does anyone know where I can get the second half or so of the movie Boys Love. You know, the one with Saitou Takumi that came out in 2006. I've gotten to see up to that part where Noeru and Mamiya are texting each other while Noeru's in a business meeting (40 minutes into the movie).

I had the second part but the file was corrupted and won't play. So, anyone know where I can get it?

Because when I don't have school and am sick, I clean

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 22:35:17 GMT

Tourneypuri sucks. Oishi:Atobe, Yukimura:Gakuto, Kiri:Chouta

I was going through some old papers on my desk and found something very amusing.

I'll share and laugh. It's the type of person they like.

Atobe - someone who likes to win
Yuushi - someone with pretty legs
Gakuto - someone who goes with the flow
Shishido - cocky, tomboyish
Jirou - cheerful and happy ~~...crap, Kiri's screwed...~~
Chouta - Someone not shy
Hiyoshi - pure and refreshing
Sanadork - Didn't say
Mura-buchou - healthy
Yanagi - someone who's calculating ~~well, Kiri's half-brother does fit that...but Mizuki's still an ass~~
Yagyuu - pure and noble
Niou - someone up for a gamble
Marui - someone who gives him stuff, especially food
Kiri-ri - Someone cheerful ~~which Jirou is definitely~~
Ryoma - someone who looks good in a ponytail
Tezuka - someone who puts all their efforts in everything that person does
Oishi - someone who looks good in glasses
Fuji - has pretty fingers
Eiji - cheerful and laughs with him
Inui - calm and preferably older ~~now, is Sen older? I'm too lazy to go look, lol~~
Taka - someone stylish ~~well, 'Mura-buchou fits that. But are they still together? I dunno.~~
Momo - someone who enjoys sports
Kaidoh - someone who eats food like it's good
Mizuki - no specific type ~~so can you just go die?~~
Yuuta - the person I fall in the love
KisaSushi - pretty ~~Shinji's pretty~~
Shelly - someone who's always laughing
Sengoku - all the 'pretty girls' in the world ~~...um, Inui, might want to watch your groom~~
Dan - someone wild
Shinji - cute, foreign, w/straight teeth
Kamio - someone who looks good when she smiles ~~since Kamio looks to be the only straight guy. And there's 4 girls...great~~
Saeki - someone who can restrain me ~~so how good is KisaRyou at this? *smirk* andersenmom I want an answer to this.~~

Sorry, there's no KisaRyou response! If there was, I would have put it here with the others.

andersenmom think I should post this somewhere (minus my comments) on TPU? It'd be interesting to see what everyone else thinks.

I'm so morbid

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 17:09:05 GMT

A few famous people died on my bday through the years.

1996 - Gene Kelly, American dancer, actor, and director
1979 - Sid Vicious, English musician (Sex Pistols)
1969 - Boris Karloff, English actor

I find that really interesting.

Because I like memes...and need to cheer myself up right now

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 02:33:45 GMT

Taken from andersenmom:

10 things that have made me happy recently (in no particular order):

1. Tomorrow's Friday.
2. I'll be alone all weekend in a house in the country.
3. Actually being able to sleep this weekend
4. Getting my laptop Saturday
5. Being accepted into a Build Me/Teach Me workshop where I'll build my own computer and get to keep it
6. Finally having my car back
7. Ouran
8. Having a 99% in my College English class
9. Academic Superbowl starting
10. Working with Steph and Becky--best team ever.

"On the doom~ship, lolipop," sang Hunny as he ran through the halls

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 01:33:09 GMT

I...have a problem. I (almost) always fall in love with doomed pairings.

Pairings:
-Jacob Black/Bella Swan - praying, but it's not likely. Dream scenario, she leaves Edward at the altar for Jake
-Hiroyuki/Miwako - not that I don't love Arashi or anything
-Yuuhi/Aya - but she fell in love with Toya
-Nobu/Hachi - stupid Takumi
-Kyo/Tohru* - not a doomed pairing, it actually works and I love the ending, however, for the LONGEST time, I had no idea if she'd picked Kyo or Yuki and it drove me nuts because I thought she'd go with Yuki even though Kyo's the better choice

And now it's time to add another another:
-Hikaru/Haruhi - because it looks like she's going to end up with Tamaki. And...oh, Tama-tono is nice (and insane) and all but I would much prefer her with Hikaru. He's at least semi-sane.

Spazz Session

Sun, 17 Feb 2008 01:49:16 GMT

YAY! OMG! I'm freaking out happily so much right now!

I'm been converted into a total Ouran fan. And my favorite pairing is definitely Hikaru/Haruhi.

And I just checked ff.net. And there's 8, that's right, 8 pages of Hikaru/Haruhi fanfic.

If you don't hear from me in a few days, that's because I'm lost in an Ouran coma. And don't try knocking me out of it.

Random

Sat, 16 Feb 2008 04:21:41 GMT

Today was so random.

First off, in my first class, we had a 20-minute talk on what you should do when an atheist sneezes.

Then in second hour, we basically created a story using sentences no longer than 3 words about a guy proposing, her saying no, a hobo dying, and Hillary Clinton dying.

In my homeroom class, we spent the entire time talking about microwaves, painting the walls, and the price of lunch.

In band, we didn't do much. I almost fell asleep a few times.

But last hour (math), takes the cake. First off, it's almost all seniors with jut a few juniors. So, we do nothing anyways. And unlike the class before us, we understand how to do the math. So we were just assigned a bunch of review problems that no one did in class. And when we don't do anything, we talk, usually about college.

And that sparked one of the most random scenarios I've ever heard.

What if you were a young doctor, fresh out of med. school, in half a million dollars in debt? And you misdiagnosed a patient, saying they had a brain tumor, when all it was a lump from falling down the stairs? And you got sued. And ended up working at McDonalds. What would you do?

Oh, and I had a teacher call me down to her room to tell me that she wouldn't be at school on Monday. Wtf?

Letter Meme

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 03:35:37 GMT

Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to list 10 things you love that begin with that letter. Afterward, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own. Taken from [Unknown LJ tag], who gave me the letter B. My list:

1. Brother
2. Boys
3. Black <-- The color and the wolf boy
4. "Bloody hell" <-- When it's said by a British person only
5. Books
6. Boredom <-- Some of the best things come out of it
7. Babies <-- So cute, especially when they're some one elses!
8. Biking <-- I need new tires and a chain, and the weather to cooperate. I miss my bike. I haven't been able to ride it much since I got Lucky on St. Patricks' Day (Has anyone else noticed that St. Pat's and Dyngus Day are the same day this year? I'm SO not driving anywhere other than school that day.)
9. Birds
10. Backpacks

I hate this

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 03:41:01 GMT

Monday I had blood drawn to see what's wrong with me. Well, the results came back today. And everything was fine. All my cell counts, the electrolytes, iron levels, everything.

By those resuls, I should be perfectly healthy. But I'm not.

And I was put on antibiotics, which resulted in me getting this cold thingy. It's not really a cold, but it feels like one. Although a few hours ago, it seemed to get better all of a sudden. Weird.

But I'm not having fun. I almost dropped my flute today, my left arm (where they drew blood from) could barely support it. In fact, my left arm could barely support anything. Actually, typing kind of hurts, though it's more of a good hurt than a bad hurt.

My right leg hurts, especially the knee. Both ankles hurt when they bend. Which is, you know, whenever I walk.

I've already mentioned my left arm hurting and it barely being able to hold a thing. But my back hurts. I'm having abdominal pains. It sucks big time.

I'm also dehydratin because of the stupid antibiotics. And I'm so tired right now. If I'd been allowed to go to work, I'd have passed out. In fact, that's why I was forced not to go. I almost passed out at schoool.

And if I'm typing and something gets really weird, please keep in mind that what I'm typing, I'm doing half asleep and whenever Jirou-mun isn't typing back, I'm falling asleep.