Really, it is. High school drama warning.
I am so confused.

Just when I think I'm over him, I spend just a few minutes and the connection's back. And I realize how stupid I was to break up with him.

I miss my best friend. It's my fault that he's no longer a real big, or any really, part of my life. I got scared and backed out. And until just recently, we haven't even spoken more than a few words since the break-up back in November.

What I really want is just to have some time alone with him, to talk. Because I know he has some questions for me. And I have a few for him. But how do I do it?

So confused.